oh my lousy words, here they come....

too lazy

2009-04-12T01:34:00.001+07:00

i've been too lazy to write some "long and boring" personal post.

hit here to visit me in my other blog

dawn equals preety

2009-02-13T04:31:00.002+07:00

i haven't sleep
and i gotta go to school this morning
i have to catch up my school bell at 6.45
i can't sleep, and at about 2 am i really starved
then i went to find some porridge with my old friend
yes he picked me up, i sneaked out from my house, and i am glad i did it, it has been a while since i last met him, yess i missed him a lot...

i love these pictures,
found it in fashion mag called FUTURE CLAW
great mag anyway,
surf here : future claw magazine

2 and a half months till my final exam,
gosh, i've been really busy lately.
:)

MSN

2009-01-26T00:55:00.002+07:00

i made my 2nd msn id
for thousand times, i forgot my email.
hahahahaha

you could add mine if you like :)

astriamanda

2009-01-21T20:20:00.002+07:00

1) we didn't have any intention to do our homework
2) we hang out together, almost all the time
3) we tried to make some comical photos and it ended miserable
4)daaaah, i love her

location: toko coklat, potluck coffee and library

cut!

2009-01-18T19:49:00.004+07:00

1) i came home on saturday and suddenly i found 13 of my bestfriends turned bald
2) i decided to cut my hair and i asked my mom to cut it short
3) i found it pretty fun! how about you?

cliche

2009-01-13T01:12:00.002+07:00

a few photo's of my New Year's Eve

owl's life part II

2009-01-11T04:35:00.004+07:00

haven't slept
and i'm dying for some food
my left eye looks really scary
it still bulged

anyway last month, i got accepted to PARAHYANGAN CATHOLIC UNIVERSITY , bandung
architecture faculty.

i need some food, really. my stomach craving for some.

bub!

2009-01-11T02:56:00.003+07:00

i got my left eye swell
i found it really SCARY!

that means, you're turning one step older, pal.

2009-01-05T16:48:00.002+07:00

Happy Birthday, much much much, to Bayu Andrianto
yet, my silly friend had his age turn 18
we've been friend liked forever, and now, is our last year being together in high school

i hope you'll be a wealthy businessman, ;)
the next kurt cobain
get your dreams happen
and all your pray come true.

sincerely,
your friend...

you've got it!

2009-01-04T00:53:00.005+07:00

tired like hell
just home from karaoke night with some friends at pvj
and im not sure that i will have a proper sleep tonight

i miss my glasses, but it still has a crack on its left lens
i'll repair it soon

still, owl's life

2009-01-03T04:22:00.003+07:00

still awake
and i hate to be awake all day long
i need some rest
but i don't know how

owl's life

2009-01-03T02:00:00.003+07:00

i haven't had a proper sleep since a week ago
it never last longer than 4 hours
and i miss my morning life

signal strength

2009-01-02T23:04:00.006+07:00

i read about project 365 in Diandra's blog and i really excited about. i think it is quite fun. we documenting our life for a year, one day a picture.

you can start by bring your camera eventually.
read more about project 365 here.
i hope you'll enjoyed it too, as much as i will.
happy snapping! <3

i cried loudly for radiohead's EXIT campaign clip

2008-12-29T21:23:00.006+07:00

you should really watch this video. it is radiohead's video clip for EXIT-campaign, a campaign to stop children exploitation and women trafficking.
and if you noticed, it is a picture of Indonesian children. i heard a woman voice said ,"ayo bangun-bangun!" early in that clip.

as an Indonesian, i really feel embarrassed about it, but it's a fact, right? there are many unlucky children live around us.

how can we stood still, live in peace, and blablabla if we know that there is someone that need our help.
look at them, they have to work hard for us. the make shoes for us. and i don't think they should do it for us, they just a children, they should study for their better future. yeah, they deserve a proper life, just like us.

please stop children exploitation.

he did

2008-12-19T10:16:00.000+07:00

he did forget about our promise last night

walldrawing

2008-12-15T19:28:00.003+07:00

i missed him like hell but he doesn't really care

2008-11-30T01:37:00.000+07:00

jogjakarta is way much hotter than your town

2008-11-30T00:43:00.001+07:00

currently in jogjakarta
and im in love with it.

jens lekman kortedela beauty center tour is hittin my town!

2008-11-24T19:16:00.005+07:00

me and koi planned to watched jens lekman's concert next 2 weeks.

i can't be so patient anymore.

yesterday's feeling

2008-11-23T22:10:00.004+07:00

i felt really delighted yesterday. actually nothing special happened, but i don't know. i really enjoyed every minutes by minutes. i enjoyed the whole day.
me and koi got better, we ate some yamien together after his class(he studied chemistry-engineering in Parahyangan University, Bandung) and also after my drawing lesson dismissed.
we had a great times. we laughed loudly all day. we planned for what we gonna did at the night.
but he a little bit pissed at night, i changed our plan, and sure he didn't like it. i apologized to him for like hundred times, and he did forgive me. yaaaay! ;)
we and some others friend went to dago tea-house to watched my cousin's performance. She sang for a synth-pop band called Rock and Roll Mafia.
one of my friend, Bacin, danced along during the gig. and he did it well!
after that we ate pecel lele at simpang, dago. then, we headed back to home at 00.00

i did a conversation with him today. and we talked about baby panda.

barely feel nothing

2008-11-22T01:14:00.003+07:00

i can't sleep

but i'm tired like hell.

can't write anymore. my fingers doesnt have any power to tap the keyboard.

i had a fight with koi. and it is kinda bothering me now.

wet hair

2008-11-18T22:40:00.000+07:00

i always love late-night-shower.
it always be my fav killing time.
even they said i'll get some backpain from taking night-shower.
i felt terrible today.
i really think i need some rest.
i think i must move out to other place.
i can't handle it anymore for being at home.

when i took a shower, i touched my hair and a few pieces of mine was falling down.
and it goes on every time i touched it back.
and it rarely happened before.

i hate to feel really terrible this entire day.

my friend fell from my high school building
he slipped from third floor, fell to parking area, hit some motorcycles, and had his leg cracked.

i lost my mom's employee's cellphone and my mom was furious at me.

i felt a rally kinky back pain.

i got my lunch very salty

i couldn't draw a straight line

i met my ex-boyfriend

i screwed up at my math test.
and other things which really make my day more gloomy.

ps. koikoi where are you? why you don't anwer the phone. is it that hard for you to even texted me a short phrase? just two or maybe one ? i need you now.

52 weeks minus couples hours

2008-11-18T20:45:00.000+07:00

we've been together for almost 52 weeks now.

but what? i don't think we even care for each other .

it alway just you and me.

hasn't been us.

some

2008-11-18T18:54:00.000+07:00

i need some break

some inspirations

my body fulled by bruises

my mind fulled by scratch

exhausted

2008-11-13T20:00:00.000+07:00

this is my first day taking drawing course for my university preparation.
god it was very exhausting.
straight from school, without changed my uniform nor brushed my hair.

my head filled up with lines and lines. i think today i made almost hundreds of lines.and now im sitting in front of borrowed laptop. doing some stuff for my school task tomorrow.
geez, i need some things to chilled me up.

i want to post some photos of me and my friends here.
but suddenly the photobooth didn't work.
sighs

fully booked

2008-11-12T19:06:00.000+07:00

im gonna very busy for about 1 month since now, or maybe more.
from 6.45 am till 2.15 pm i'll be at school. monday till friday.
3.15 pm till 5.45 pm every monday and wednesday, i'll be at after-school study program.
tueday, thursday, friday, saturday, i'll have some intensive drawing course for my university test. straight from after school til 6 pm.
sigh......

cynical

2008-11-11T22:56:00.000+07:00

"when did i become such a cynic. i used to hate being logic "
jens lekman- clap your hands

yeah when did i become such a cynic.

im obsessed with jens lekman. im totally in love with his simple outstanding lyrics.
those above is my fave phrase for this moment.

im totally confused with all universities things.

jerrrrrk!

2008-11-09T01:54:00.000+07:00

he has been acted like a total jerk this whole week
and i know for sure, he must be knew that i'll get mad at him for what he did.
but he still did it. for times and times.
dear, simple things but that really annoyed me.

rihanna who?

2008-10-29T20:11:00.000+07:00

me and some friends planned about attending rihanna's concert.

actually i only know 2 of her songs.

but who could resist free-backstage ticket?

i still have some times to catch up all her songs.

dallied

2008-10-20T22:53:00.000+07:00

i hate people around me

such a beautiful sinister

they just talk talk talk and talk

full of ignorance and self-centered people

damn

missed the old times

ungraceful--day

2008-10-19T00:26:00.000+07:00

i had a bad stomachache today.
today is so much boooooooring, actually i couldn't even enjoy this day so much.
i woke up late at 1.30 pm, i did some laundry stuffs and went to some relatives place with my dad.
i had late lunch with my parent, and it is probably sucks! haha. i ate at a place called cafe bali,(ps. they have a really good thai steam-boat) and got my steak overcooked. a gecko (which i hate the most) fell to my plate and it drove me really crazy. the maganer apologized for a thousand times (but i think it wasn't his fault for the gecko tragedy). then, i generally lost my apetite.
actually i had some appointments to do, but as i am really in the bad mood, i couldn't manage it all. my frat-boyfriend got angry with me because i couldn't make it up with him. i promised him to ate sushi together but i ended up ate sushi with my budies. in the first time i didn't plan to sushi-ing with my friends, i actually want to ate at maxi's with them and after all i went with my frat-boyfriend to ate together(i have a rubber-stomach ;D). but the destiny aint said it that way. the traffic was awful. it tooks almost two hours driving from my house to maxi's, which is actually not that far. and as i arrived, the security said that maxi's are fully booked for a party and closed for public. shit! then we went to sushi tei.
saturday, dinner time, at the busiest sushi restaurant in my town. i was on the waiting list for almost an hour. the waitress could'nt find any table for us. we stood for enjoying our meal for a very long time. i think my stomach cried for a piece food. but plates of salmon mentai sushi, salmon sashimi, ikura gunkan, wooohooo! just can't get enough!
i forgot that my frat-boyfriend was still waiting for me in PVJ, the hippest mall of my town. he was fury. so, i bought a pack of kinder bueno and gave it for a present so he wouldn't get angry with me.
i phoned him and we agreed to meet each other at samping (it located beside my school, a common street with a nasi goreng seller) and it was works! he smiled at me and said " you little bastard, priced me with a melted kinder bueno."

im glad he don't get mad at me. :x

what i feel about you for about 11 months

2008-10-16T23:45:00.000+07:00

Never knew, I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart
Can you hear it says
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather, stars may collide
But I love until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

come what may by carla bruni

oh my gosh, i can't believe that im this cheesy

wrong clock-setting

2008-10-16T21:05:00.000+07:00

3 hours sitting in my grandma's wooden chair, accompanied by a bowl of yummy tom yum noodle and chi (a pot of indian tea). barely do nothing. i've always loved my grandma's crib. it is actually located a little bit suburbs but, nowadays since there are some massive malls build around this place makes this place weekend traffic worst than others.
i surfed for some looks in hel-looks. com and i found some cute looks of a girl named Ama (18). but i couldn't upload her photo so i'll just give you her photo's link. hehe

im going to sell my junkyard-laptop tomorrow, thanks god somebody want to buy it from me with more than proper price. my laptop is the worst laptop ever, my dad gave it for me when i was in 8th grade, it used to be his gadget. the keyboard can't work normaly, the left shift, capslock, ctrl, windows button, z letter,x letter, and tab button can't work. the lan connection also.

i'll have some TOEFL test tomorrow. gosh, i have lousy english
gosh, i just don't have any intention to school right now. it just too boring for me. i need some new fresh air to breath.

i hate my hometown. bandung is sucks, why the old mayor won the election for one more time, he ruined up this fancy little city with factory outlet. they crushed every old building in m town to made ugliest building ever. sighs. i hate my town. and the rumor said that he is going to turned my city's reservoir into a (he said) most stylish restaurant in town. fuck you dear mayor!

today at the bus straight from my school gymnasium, me and some of my friends talks about some terrific idea, we want to make our own cloth-line. hahahahahahhaha. what a dream babes! i hope we really can make it.

i have wrong clock setting in my desktop.
i have bad sinus
and for the billion times, my hair is such a mess.
i smoke a lot
my hand barely feel anything

bestbud

2008-10-16T20:10:00.000+07:00

here is my best mates ever.
get known to them, and you'll find magical things happen around you
anindita arci, nisa ibis, ankie adinda, dwita adhania, oxcerilla paryana, dina kamalita, andiska alsheila, tiara shahara, chiara ardelia, gitta damara, astri amanda, annisa aj, demia alamanda, chitani meliasari,vemi dianda

i missed my silly-frat eko pede
bestboy ever
even he punched me thousand times yesterday.
;)

high lowe

2008-10-15T00:24:00.000+07:00

i searched something in the internet and i stud for daisy lowe. i just like her styles and her hair was great. not as popular as the it girl irina lazareanu nor agyness deyn nor jessica stam nor lily cole nor gemma ward. she is gavin rosdale's daughter from his other marriage with pearl lowe (now he is gwen steffani's hubb)

soaring

2008-10-14T00:47:00.000+07:00

like they've always said, regret comes later.
i'm in the last grade of my school years and i still can't make my mind about what will my future be.
everyday i woke up and stared to the Australian-tribal-calendar in my kitchen, it is only like 6months to go to my final exam, 3 months to go to the university's test. come on! even i still couldn't decide what i want to do after high school.
since i was a little girl, i always want to attend the medical school after finish my high. but i don't know, for now, all of the medical things and jobs seems doesn't attract me anymore. i know that people said that being a doctor is very generous but also well-paid. And that it is! I don't think so, how could people called you a 'generous' person if you do charge a lot of money for helping others? and as you know that medical school do charge a lot of money to entered. actually i do put some respect to all of the doctors but i just don't want to be one of them.

Then, my dad and also my boyfriend started to give me some choice of my future, they told me that being an architect would be very nice. they said that i do have a great taste about architect-things. and i do love it. But i don't know. nowadays, i think im in the lowest level of my pride. become the most pessimistic kid in the entire universe. i don't think im talented enough for all of those stuffs. even i couldn't draw. i mean, i always draw everything but not in realistic-ways. My drawing looks like an elementary grade's students draw.

And then, they became more obsessed about my future. and i don't feel really comfortable about it. the pushed me a lot, my parent, my family, my friends, my boyfriend, even i thought that even the circumstances pushed me for something that still a blurry image for me.

hahahaha. my words are lousy. my hair is such a mess. i feel very cheesy, i haven't slept since tomorrow, and my mom keep telling me to go to bed.

this is bad for the first post.